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when you rebuild yourself
in a country where you were not a citizen
how many times do you mention
to rebuild yourself when broken
at home
how many times were you told
wrong. How does it feel
the fifth time in this
decades and you always say
to be the one in your family
ahead alive.
frayed
again
scared again
tossed around
that your thoughts are
pointed at your face
"build a new world criticize the old world."
Because the day
in 1970 sticks strike past
and you run,
away from 25, because when you woke
a door a square
Confess confess confess you must
Confess
And you are not countering but
living here
gift this year was
locked up
because the
silent
promises, of silent
red land,
between beats of your heart
How does it feel to
sound with
fathers neighbors
how does it feel when
revolution only bites you back in
mass trials from
prisons? How does it feel to be
news of youth
denied red hope
after walking life so far
when only a red book
remains,
men, and
into pieces

Teach me your language

sweet with stickiness
of a body half-whole again. And I'll ask

how does it feel to be

half-whole again. And
from remnants now old
you were a criminal
how lucky you were
in college because of your ideas
because of your language in exams,
the sentences your mouth formed were
to rebuild yourself for
one life you've lived here for
how lucky you were
of six siblings to get them
How does it feel to be
into pieces again scared
that everything is going to fall apart
that your thoughts are a windstorm
by politicians
a rifle
if you don’t
Make it the sixth.
Before your birthday
your shoulder
you ran for your life a day
the next morning your gift was
a sky of bloody bodies.
confess he says.
to what?
somehow after decades of
your birthday
yet another herd of youth
in the violence of silence
in-silencers are elected here by
power, of silent
purging your body from the silent
because silence hides
as you run for your life.
be shorn of
mothers and
daughters sons, combined,
their
executive orders and
the public
cracked by
like you
and red opportunity
for a red book of all wisdom
of oppression and denial of life
toppled by greed of
supporters, toppled
like you

because maybe I’ll learn to produce
nectar,
that I may piece your home

in the words of your village,

falling apart and

you'll laugh and respond; And I know
 
                         
                            it is your echo I will carry still.